Thursday, March 5, 2009

Floor Thoughts

I am sitting on Julia's floor.
I have worked on schoolwork for the past eight hours straight.
That might be a record, even for me.
But I think I've edited much longer than that.
Which is part of how I know what I want to do with my life.
Julia's trashcan smells terrible.
I am too lazy to distance myself from it.
It is a foot away from my face, as I am sitting on the floor.
Why do I always use 'lazy' when I know that I'm not?
I think because I think it will make other people, lazy people, feel better.
Do I care?
Yes, I want people to be happy.
Do I care what most people think of me?
Usually, no. But only as long as the majority's consensus is an honest one. I am not something I am not.
This is getting too emo for me.
The trashcan honestly smells to high heaven.
How does she not notice this?

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